Birthday Suit
Let me be transparent
Super fucking clear
I knew the moment I saw you
Again
That every moment had to be seared into my guts, gentle organ scars, the kind that people tell you are cool,
But when you know the story
how they’re carved:
To love them
You’d be a fool
Still I remember,
In delicate moments (when I want you)
But should know better that
My knowledge of you is detailed,
Even in the skipped years
When I filled my imagination with
Expectations derailed
of our missed big life
Structurally sound
The one we knew
(Know…)
Could’ve been perfect (for us)
Like how we fit
Down to every single bit.
But time is cruel
I’m as much butterfly as mule.
Bear and fly, weightless I try
To give you up
Your grinning ghost
Always doing the very specific most
At parties or with your dudes
Every single one of your moods:
Never moody, hiding your broody
But this last
Last time
I saw a glimpse
Simple, a lil blue of
The less than effervescent,
sparkle free you
It was kind of indecent,
but being decent enough
I let it be.
Because I can
let it go
This you and me
So thanks, my never forever
For finally setting me free.
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