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M’ass

I was never Catholic  Always adjacent  That goes for the big C (Always believed in the universe)  And maybe that’s why I  Commit and committed to  Every sort of sacrilege you can name, Minus killing,  Minus my own soul   But I do remember  Their hands, the nuns White, crepe paper thin skin Wedding bands an abomination  To the goddess circles  I now consider my ride or die  Married to whom why when where how The only consent a free meal,  shitty housing and poor fashion  In exchange for  a little licking   (if you’re naughty) Or a free ride in a handmaiden basket  To the sky god’s eternal waters  To what: fuck an impotent angel. Whew that was a lot But say the word and I shall be healed  they say Those priests  The word: just a man My words: swallowed and lost As I smile and nod peace be with you The host, the sacrifice  Not allowed to grace my lips  Brown Jew smile, like Jesus h...

Subtext, also…

  I have spent my entire life Since you Eating blood  Everything medium rare  Sometimes raw  But that turned dangerous  Sharp teeth  Challenge sharper ones to bite back  And when a love this clear Spans time, unresolved  Vampires wake  At the sound of this salacious ache Cutting you out of this heart  Like a surgeon  Valves irreplaceable  Pigs’ arteries rejected at every  Continuous vacancy  Heart beat so loud  The little drummer boy  Hangs up his sticks  Or I could just say,  I miss you.  Come home.

Better Late Than Forever

Startlingly sexy collections Or recollections   There are some I could name. Apparently in that, we are the same Bueno, puedes decirles en español… Entonces he decidió   That it’s gonna be better in English   This accidental native speaker  Too many lands to blame  The way you were just there Again  So unexpected, despite being conjured  Earned Burn, yearning years  Subtle despair or disrepair  Now that you’ve weathered And I, weathered storms Us here, now Everything back to an unknown norm Tingly, cloyingly warm  Your eye color faded And the distance between Understanding why I left you  with no words  So seemingly mean,  but I mean  …that wasn’t it Protecting me  Me protecting you From too quickly  turning to this new shade of blue Or maybe red,  Back then it was dangerous to be in my bed In this now, however  That was supposed to be never  Just as magnetic, instantaneous Could bar...